its 4am heartache.

its 5am heartbreak.

its for all the times you said you love me....

and did not mean it.

its for all the times you lied...

and i believed you.

its for all the times you said you cared...

and you really did not.

its for all the times you took my heart...

and broke it again.

its for all the times i have said i cared...

and you made it clear you did not.

its for all the times you got drunk...

and called or texted me.

i hate when you get drunk.

i hate when you try to impress your friends.

i hate when you think your right.

i hate when you think your better than everyone else.

i hate when you touch my arms or poke my belly button

i hate when you tell me you care

i hate that when i think i am over you, you step back into my life

i hate that i feel like a whore when i am with you

i hate that people think i am a whore.

i hate that i cannot say no to you.

i hate you.

no thats not true.

i hate to love you.

i wish i could get over you.

i wish i would not care.

i wish that i could find someone else.

but you do not make that easy.

its for 4am heartache.

and for 5am heartbreak.