its been a week, and i feel better.
although i feel like i am trapped in someone elses
body
mind
thoughts.
i feel as if there not my own.
but i am thinking clearer and i am getting better.

This is the first day of the rest of my life.
i will live it for myself.
and i will not let others bring me down
i will feel good everyday.
and i will start each day with a song, a song that makes me ready
to aproach everyday, with open eyes and ears, and promises that i will feeel better.
i will not let people bring me down,
i will not let him make me the door mat at his front door,
i am tired of being walked on or stepped over.

and i want to live my life.

thank you blog.